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Oct. 27th, 2005 @ 03:50 pm
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don't have a title yet
the mind knows feelings and the heart thinks best
So while one foot moves, one foot rests
The tide changes, the seasons come and go
summer to autumn,and high tide to low
The wind knows no constant ,southeast,or northwest
Sometimes a breeze or a gust,but its life a gale of unrest
And all the while the mind knows feelings and the heart thinks best
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Been awhile so i thought i would update it, this is something i wrote awhile ago but i didn't really have anything to put up so this is it, not the best but oh well, later all!!
October Night
It's all hallow's eve
And we find we believe
In a ghost that just isn't true
And as the leaves dance pass
We know it won't last
And we say our goodbye to you
goodbye to the somber sky
because so many times you've heard the question-"why"
goodbye to the leaves of fire and gold
that have covered the walks we have worn so old
goodbye to you that gave us a way
that will come to pass with tomorrow's day
goodbye to what you made seem so right
goodbye to you, October night |
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Jan. 13th, 2005 @ 07:06 pm
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It is currently Thursday morning, December 30th 3:30 AM eastern standard time.... and i can't fall asleep. Tried everything. On another note earlier this evening i viewed recently updated pictures of the penis that is being erected at six flags, it is coming along pretty well.But it is making me miss work. I wish the season would start already,.....I AM BORED. It's kinda funny the things you miss, things that you wouldn't think you would miss....
1. Everyone you work with
2. "Launching out in three..two..one..goodbye"
3. "...train not returning to home position"
4."Buzzzzzz...then the sound of a falling car"
5. The sound of silence because that is when i know it is time to hit the ride stop
6. "Yeah..we got the fast pass thing...Ok sir the line for fast lane starts back there"
7. "You must be wearing a shirt and shoes in order to ride this ride....(as twenty people board the boat without shoes and taking off their shirts)"
8. Break at the lunch truck
9. "Welcome back now that you've saved gotham city please wait until your linear induction vechile...."
10."I'm sorry but we are experiencing some minor techincal difficulties and we ask that you please exit toward the way in which you entered.." |
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Dec. 21st, 2004 @ 09:30 pm
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yes juan it arrives, march, april ish |
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So i woke up early this morning so i could take my time getting ready. I went a little earlier to my last final to figure out which room i was suppose to be in. So i went got to my room picked a desk, and you know how most desks don't have the desk part up all the time like you can flip them up or down like tray tables on a plane except they are on the side of the desk well of course i pick the one that won't stay up and i can't switch cause i am already boxed in by three other people. Well that wasn't so bad i could deal but this girl sits next to me, and every single one of this teachers tests have been scan tron but yet this girl doesn't bring a pencil so of course she asks me. And i felt like smacking her, who shows up to a final without a pencil but ok. So we begin taking the test. The whole time during the test the girl is letting out what started out as sighs and then slowly developed into other sounds, and they became gradually louder and i couldn't take it anymore, i know not appropriate on my part but i couldn't take it, but of course i didn't say anything. Well i am nearing the end of the test when i notice
noise girl looking around frantically and then she pulls out her notes and begins cheating. Now granted it isn't that i have never cheated in my life at something but i was pissed. Everyone is trying to do good on this and if she fucks up the curve i am going to kill her. It really pissed me off. So i finsh and i leave down our row she almost tripped me and just when i thought i was going to kill her but she resumed cheating she thanked me for the pencil, so i let her live. Afterwards i went to 7-11 and got the worst breakfast/lunch possible for a human being, i then came back here and ate. I plan on watching the
bourne supremacy that i downloaded and then sleeping the rest of the day away. That's it for me hopefully i see you all over break
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Dec. 15th, 2004 @ 12:34 am
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Kingda Ka
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A Letter Left Behind
If i've ever lived a life that
i wasn't meant to live
If i've ever given love
that i wasn't meant to give
Then I'm sorry
If i've ever said words that i didn't mean to say
If i've ever caused pain that will never go away
Then I'm sorry
I'm so sorry
But i'm only given one chance to do everything right
So the choices that i make might not always seem so bright
If i had a second chance to make it right i could
But to do it all again, to do it all again i would
So I'm sorry
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Snow Day
As the first snow flake falls it always begins
With warm cups of hot chocolate and young children's grins
The snow dance starts and the ground is covered in white
Plump snowmen are built and snowballs packed tight
The fun continues from the first flake to the last
And when it's time to go in, it seems as though only
minutes have passed
So the skates are hung up and the sleds packed away
And young children sleep in the hopes of another snow day
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A Thought
It is in the thoughts of men that men choose their fate
But it's in the hearts of men that we find them great |
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Untitled
I dreamt a dream, that was not content to be lost
I dreamt a dream,a dream, but dreamt at what cost
Day's brightest sun could not shine through my mind's darkest night
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Just Beyond Awake and Asleep
My dreams are insight to the path that lies ahead
So they are not really dreams but visions that lie in their
stead
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The Road
No one hears your cries
the only comfort you have is at night when you close your
eyes
And you walk a road alone, through the wind and through the
rain
You walk a road alone through your sadness and your pain
Your legs weakened and your body sore
The road continues on though you can take no more
You know where it started but you can't go back
And who knows if it ends the road just fades into black
So you walk a road alone through the wind and through the
rain
You walk this road alone through your sadness and your pain
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Amen
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Nov. 11th, 2004 @ 03:55 pm
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Amen
Our Father who art in heaven hollow be thy name
When your kingdom comes nothing will be the same
So let the entire world praise your holy name
Glory be to the Father and the son
We know not,so let your will be done
And save our souls from life's moral test
So when it's time, we may be at rest
And when we're wronged help us forgive
Because it's in your footsteps that we try to live
Blessed be your son Jesus, on the third day he rose again
He will come, but no one knows the day, the hour, or when
But for his pain and our life everlasting we say amen
And to the Holy Spirit which guides my way
For help in my life, to you do i pray
God from God, and light from light
Let it be the wicked that feel your might
Before I sleep these words i will recite
And please watch over us as we sleep at night
When you come again to judge the living and the dead
Let us have lived by all that you said
Because all will be just only then
So until that day we pray amen.
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Sunrise and Sunset
Sunlight shines on broken dreams
It picks up pieces and mends torn seams
And when all appears lost or so it seems
Daylight gives way to tomorrow's dreams
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In the Silence
Hate fills the soul with such an uncontrolable toll
Life isn't the same, and we have only everyone to blame
There is no such thing as truth or trust
The only thing that drives people is wealth or lust
And the anger keeps growing and growing bottled deep inside
Until one day there's nothing left to hide
But vengeance isn't an option because just like you the
world's grown cold
No one knows what they know,they only know what they're told
Animosity begins to rise
To the point where you can see it in my eyes
Society knows no mercy for the pain in which they cause
People stomped down for their beliefs and their flaws
This is the world we've built, a gavel for social laws
This is how the hatred builds, after every beheadings'
applause
And hope dies
Because it can't swim above the lies
The whole world is divided through belief, thought and
violence
And when no one talks in all this silence
The hatred grows
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Abandonment
Full of abusers, users,theives,and liars
The only thing anyone has time for is their own desires
People you use to know, now you don't exist
But when they need someone your at the top of the list
They act like they're better than you
And they aren't the person that you once knew
They forget you knew them when they were unknown
And you helped them rise from nothing when they were all
alone
Now they have a few friends and all the sudden your the past
Remember who brought you to the top, you won't be the last
Others will come and go and soon you'll fall through
When people say you're name, the only thing that will follow
is"who?""
So enjoy it while you can,enjoy it through and through
But this time when you fall, i won't be there to catch you
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Walking Side by Side
And when it's time to say good-bye
Let this be the last ink tear the pen would ever cry
It's no one's fault, no one knows the reasons why
But Listen for the answer even if you don't hear the reply
Because there is a place where all questions go
And every question is answered even if we don't know
Though the body stops the soul knows no end
And love is not lost, but can only transcend
One day will we hear, and know they've always been right by
Let that be the last ink tear the pen would ever cry
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The Clock
Tick tock tick tock and it must be heard
Yet it hears nothing, not a single word
It never stops,but always presses on
It's never here, but is never gone
It governs our lives from birth until death
It has lived many ages, but not taken one breath
And when we are all gone, it will still be here
As it continues to tick, year after year
Tick tock tick tock and it must be heard
It doesn't hear our cries, not a single word
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A World of the Word
A poet’s pen is not controlled by his hand, but his heart
Each feeling a word, a brush stroke of the art
Words are not words but himself transcribed into text
Each of the lines is only surpassed by the next
When he walks, he walks a world of his mind
Passing through landscape and scenery a birth of his rhyme
Whenever his body is still, his mind is running away
Only caught when he’s finished or his pen gone astray
A poet’s life is not life, but a drive for his work’s better
His real life is lived through each stanza, each line and each letter
And when the poet sleeps he dreams of the day that lies next
For another chance to walk in his world, the one formed by his text.
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The Path
The coin flipped and a man told to choose heads or tails
He couldn't ever choose, because what if he fails
The man answered the edge is what i will take
It has seen both sides and knows what's at stake
That's not an option you must choose one or the other
Those are the two options, you don't have another
The man asked why must i always choose a side?
Who is to say that which i must decide
Because this is the way it has always been
You take one side and you either lose or you win
Why can't i take the edge because it has never been done?
Why must it always be another's path that we run?
The edge is my choice i win either way
Because i walk my own path, from each day to each day
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The Last of the Greats
The fire fighter that runs in without thought
The cop that doesn't sleep until the last crime is fought
The doctors and surgeons on twenty four hour call
Our friends and families that have been through it all
The writers of sonnets and the composers of songs
For the doers of don'ts and the righters of wrongs
To all the hard workers and all the achievers
For the faithful who are hurt but who still are believers
And to the poor that always give their last penny
For the kind hearted people because there aren't many
You are the originals, the one of a kinds
The thinkers of thoughts, tomorrow's great minds
You are unique, special and your story will always be known
Remembered long past your life, and long past my own
You are the last of the greats, the ones we will always recall
The legends, the heroes, the ones that will remain long after us all
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Fate's Eternal Game
Lives lie inbalanced, searching for more
But fate stands pleased, content to ignore
In the end we are left with nothing inside
But what life has revealed, and fate chooses to hide
Knowledge beyond the present, is life's only hold
To know what we know now, when young and not old
So we shall forever be trapped in fate's hands
In search of its knowledge but unaware of its plans
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The Man in the Mirror
It's not just the day and the time that change
The mirror shows the reflection of something quite strange
The face you use to look at is no longer there
As you look the person in the mirror continues to stare
You continue to look wondering where it is you went
The person you knew, the one everyone meant
You realize time knows no friends or does it foes
It knows only the course which everything goes
With this in mind you say one last so long
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I figured my day to day life is pretty boring so most of my live journal posts are just gonna be poems and shit i have written since from time to time i write and i don't know why not let you guys read. Alright well hope you enjoy the next batch
Ok to Go Home
When the last star falls from sky
And when i dry the last tear from your eye
That's when i'll know that it's ok to go home
When wind only gusts on a hot summer's day
And when no one is sick and everything is ok
When mothers only cry tears of pure joy
And on Christmas day every child wakes up to a toy
That's when i'll know that it's ok to go home
Last but not all when you tell me you love me too
And when i know that our love will always stay true
That's when i'll know that it's ok to go home
St. Peter's Gate
Silence fell unto my mind
It uttered no more, and no more could i find
Thoughts or visions, or feelings, or rest
Everything was silence even the heart beat in my chest
It wasn't until the point of complete darknees that i awoke
Light shined through clearing the smoke
My eyes opened only to be blinded by the light
That's when i realized everything was alright
It seemed that through the night i had passed
And now i lay behind St Peter's gate, in the grass
I now lived in the life after last
No more worries, they exsisted only as dreams of the past
Fall
Leaves fall from the tallest tower
Church bells ring at the top of every hour
The smell of fireplaces fills the air
The sun sets and gives the sky a slight orange flare
You walk a cobblestone atleast five times your age old
You feel the wind, it's chilly, but you welcome the cold
Leaves continue to fall decorating the ground for the season
And you walk this walk just for that reason
You continue to gaze observing it all
Yes this is life, is this the season of fall
Behind Me
She's been gone for quite some time
She doesn't realize she's always on my mind
I never realized i had these feelings until it was too late
And i'll never seen her again, and i can't wait
For someone like her to come along
I went about this all wrong
You were always there to help me
It's just too bad we couldn't be
It's too bad that i couldn't see
The girl standing behind me
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You
And when i look back on all that was
I knew that it was all because
Of the way you loved me
And when i can't find my way
It's for your love i pray
That it may guide my way
Until i can go back to the way you love me
And when i'm tired and can't go on
It's you that makes me strong
Because of the way you love me
And when i'm all alone and life grows colder
It's your hand i feel on my shoulder
I know it will always be there because you love me
And when i can't think and i write like this
Know that it is only you i miss
All because of the way I love you
Journey Home
And when i saw her cry
The whole world stopped as if to say goodbye
All i wanted was to ease her pain
But tears fell like an afternoon rain
And inside i felt apart of myself leave
The only thing to do was to continue to grieve
Words couldn't make any of this right
So i looked up into the night
The only thing that came were more feelings of sorrow
And then i realized this wouldn't all go away tomorrow
Pain maybe would never leave our lives alone
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Oct. 6th, 2004 @ 11:56 am
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For those of you that know me half decent you know every now and then i like to write, usually not the best in the world but it is just something that i do so i figured i would share some of the latest stuff. Some of you have read past scribblings , and these aren't really up to snuff but oh well....
Just Be Just
Burnt down to ashes by words and emotion
Now rebuilt, with sweat, blood and devotion
Changed from the last time this game was played
This time the light just doesn't seem to fade
Surrounded by darkness but all i see is that light
It's time to wrong some of the things you call right
Others blinded by your deceit and your guile
they don't realize not all villians have to be so vile
Not all have your ability to sneer and yet smile
To under-handly wheel them with your two faced style
No this time it's different, risen from the dust
It's time to let what's just be just
Sometimes
Sometimes the world just isn't what you expected
Sometimes the person that's the one, is the one you neglected
And sometimes the person you've become, is the person you rejected
Top, and bottom, Lost and then Found
This is life's own merry-go-round
Ironic though isn't it how things always work out
The weak become strong, and the unholy,devout
Sometimes the world isn't always what you thought it was about
But in the end the world all works out
Running
This untangible feeling is madness
With all of it's warmth and it's gladness
I can't escape it's passion, and lust
All of it's beauty and all of it's trust
But here i am running in the other direction
Afraid of it's love and affection
What makes me turn from it's open arms of embrace
Is it the fear of trust, love, or of the mere taste
Of the fact that maybe someone does care
So what is this afflication of scare
Every corner i turn
I run but i yearn
Every path that i go
I accelerate yet i slow
I want it, but i don't
I look for it, but i won't
So i will always be caught in this paradox of confusion
This feeling of reality yet this world of illusion
So until i'm ready, i'm not
I will continue to grow, and continue to rot
This untangable feeling of madness
With all of its cold and all of its sadness
Wondering
And you lay awake
Wondering why the world seems so fake
Can't figure out what's been keeping you up at night
Like your waiting, searching but something just isn't right
Each one of your days passes like the rest
Life itself seems to becoming its own little jest
And you question what it is inside that makes you feel ill
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Well, Well, Well
Look who decided to read my live journal what you think my life is just some public event that you can look at and put down when you please? Haha.. nah just kidding. Today was pretty boring, i had my first lab today for bio that was A extremely easy and B pretty smelly. Other than that it was the usual stuff. I finally caught up on my sleep today. After i got back from Bio which was like around 15, i went to Kelly Deli and got something to eat then proceeded back here to take the longest nap any human has ever taken in the history of mankind. After i eventually woke up from that nap, we went to dinner then i came back here for the most hated activity of my college life, laundry, then followed by my second favorite homework. That was pretty much it for the day except for when i saw some guy ride his bike into a parked car..... ok that didn't happen but would have given a nice ending to a very unproductive day. Ok kids that's it for now, tune in next time.... Same live journal site.... Same live journal user
SeanCurrent Mood:  awake Current Music: Swing Swing- All American Rejects |
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Oct. 4th, 2004 @ 09:46 pm
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Hi kids
Well not much goin today had class and luckily we had convocation today so classes between 11 and 1 were canceled, sweet ass. Umm basically just the usual today, not much to say really but figured i would do my civic duty and update this stupid thing. Pretty soon there is gonna be some picks on here prolly within a day or two. And just for the heads up i will be home this weekend, and at work saturday night! Well that's all for now, if you wanna say hey, or just shoot the breeze feel free
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Oct. 3rd, 2004 @ 11:40 pm
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Hello All,
How is everyone well good, i'm glad to hear. So anyway, today was a pretty boring day actually i didn't wake up until after the crack of noon, and from then on the day was basically filled with hours of me trying to figure out homework, getting side tracked and eventually getting nothing done. I put in atleast a good 7 hour attempt that ended with none of my homework finished and me giving up but oh well not much has changed in the homework area since last year other than the fact that atleast i actually try now. Other than that today was filled with tv, music, breaks for food, showers, and phone calls. You know the average stuff. Oh by the way Chris incase you read this i did see your comment and i will e-mail you or get a hold of you i promise. So that's basically it for now, if anyone wants to visit or call or write or anything else you have my IM and the other information is in my AIM profile, it's the same as my livejournal username. That's all for now.
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Last night after returning from south street Kerpal and Sadu returned for some prank phone calls. We called a lot of people,if you were one of the bunch that recieved a phone call from PIT, the Paki Insitute of Technology, i apologize and so do Kerpal and Sadu. Anyway today was alright, didn't wake up until about 2 then went and got some lunch and later went to meet Mannix. After meeting Matt we hung out here a little then went to his place where he hung out, watchted tv, and made a few more uncalls which all happened to be unsuccessful cause everyone we called that Matt suggested wasn't there. After that we went for a walk to U of P's bookstore to pick some stuff up. Then we walked to Kelly Deli to get something for dinner and headed back to our dorms. Later, me and Sankey engaged in our usual nightly football game in which he beat the shit out of me, which as of late is also becoming usual. After about two quarters of get raped in football we called it quits. Next a little laundry and that was pretty much it up to now. Alright well I'll proly write again shortly
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Ok,so i figured i have some spare time and sankey told me i should start one of these things, so i figured why not. Alright well today i only have three classes which is pretty good, i'll be done the way at 1:50. College life so far is pretty much which anyone could have expected, except for the fact that i am beat like all the time. Tonight we are probably going to South Street and hopefully figuring out what we are going to do this weekend. Philly is awesome there is always something to do here. So yeah, everything is pretty good here at school, not too much homework, and I haven't been homesick yet. The only thing i miss while i am here is GA(Great Adventure) but i think next weekend i am going to work a few shifts so i can maybe pick up a paycheck. Alright well that's pretty much it for now. I know i am gonna sound like every other person on this thing but i will try and update as much as i can but no promises.Current Mood:  tired |
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