mavrick2986

mavrick2986 @ 2005-10-27T15:50:00

2005-10-27T19:51:27Z

don't have a title yet

the mind knows feelings and the heart thinks best
So while one foot moves, one foot rests
The tide changes, the seasons come and go
summer to autumn,and high tide to low
The wind knows no constant ,southeast,or northwest
Sometimes a breeze or a gust,but its life a gale of unrest
And all the while the mind knows feelings and the heart thinks best
So while one foot moves,one foot rests

eh been awhile

2005-10-17T21:05:05Z

Been awhile so i thought i would update it, this is something i wrote awhile ago but i didn't really have anything to put up so this is it, not the best but oh well, later all!!

October Night

It's all hallow's eve
And we find we believe
In a ghost that just isn't true
And as the leaves dance pass
We know it won't last
And we say our goodbye to you
goodbye to the somber sky
because so many times you've heard the question-"why"
goodbye to the leaves of fire and gold
that have covered the walks we have worn so old
goodbye to you that gave us a way
that will come to pass with tomorrow's day
goodbye to what you made seem so right
goodbye to you, October night

mavrick2986 @ 2005-01-13T19:06:00

2005-01-14T00:05:56Z

Can't Sleep

2004-12-30T08:52:58Z

It is currently Thursday morning, December 30th 3:30 AM eastern standard time.... and i can't fall asleep. Tried everything. On another note earlier this evening i viewed recently updated pictures of the penis that is being erected at six flags, it is coming along pretty well.But it is making me miss work. I wish the season would start already,.....I AM BORED. It's kinda funny the things you miss, things that you wouldn't think you would miss....
1. Everyone you work with
2. "Launching out in three..two..one..goodbye"
3. "...train not returning to home position"
4."Buzzzzzz...then the sound of a falling car"
5. The sound of silence because that is when i know it is time to hit the ride stop
6. "Yeah..we got the fast pass thing...Ok sir the line for fast lane starts back there"
7. "You must be wearing a shirt and shoes in order to ride this ride....(as twenty people board the boat without shoes and taking off their shirts)"
8. Break at the lunch truck
9. "Welcome back now that you've saved gotham city please wait until your linear induction vechile...."
10."I'm sorry but we are experiencing some minor techincal difficulties and we ask that you please exit toward the way in which you entered.."

mavrick2986 @ 2004-12-21T21:30:00

2004-12-22T02:30:43Z

yes juan it arrives, march, april ish

Mustang

2004-12-20T23:18:02Z

i knew he was just in it for the sex

2004-12-17T00:57:31Z

Last Day of Finals

2004-12-16T14:34:57Z

So i woke up early this morning so i could take my time getting ready. I went a little earlier to my last final to figure out which room i was suppose to be in. So i went got to my room picked a desk, and you know how most desks don't have the desk part up all the time like you can flip them up or down like tray tables on a plane except they are on the side of the desk well of course i pick the one that won't stay up and i can't switch cause i am already boxed in by three other people. Well that wasn't so bad i could deal but this girl sits next to me, and every single one of this teachers tests have been scan tron but yet this girl doesn't bring a pencil so of course she asks me. And i felt like smacking her, who shows up to a final without a pencil but ok. So we begin taking the test. The whole time during the test the girl is letting out what started out as sighs and then slowly developed into other sounds, and they became gradually louder and i couldn't take it anymore, i know not appropriate on my part but i couldn't take it, but of course i didn't say anything. Well i am nearing the end of the test when i notice
noise girl looking around frantically and then she pulls out her notes and begins cheating. Now granted it isn't that i have never cheated in my life at something but i was pissed. Everyone is trying to do good on this and if she fucks up the curve i am going to kill her. It really pissed me off. So i finsh and i leave down our row she almost tripped me and just when i thought i was going to kill her but she resumed cheating she thanked me for the pencil, so i let her live. Afterwards i went to 7-11 and got the worst breakfast/lunch possible for a human being, i then came back here and ate. I plan on watching the
bourne supremacy that i downloaded and then sleeping the rest of the day away. That's it for me hopefully i see you all over break
Sean

mavrick2986 @ 2004-12-15T00:34:00

2004-12-15T05:36:30Z

Kingda Ka

A Letter Left Behind

2004-12-08T18:52:57Z

A Letter Left Behind

If i've ever lived a life that
i wasn't meant to live
If i've ever given love
that i wasn't meant to give
Then I'm sorry
If i've ever said words that i didn't mean to say
If i've ever caused pain that will never go away
Then I'm sorry
I'm so sorry
But i'm only given one chance to do everything right
So the choices that i make might not always seem so bright
If i had a second chance to make it right i could
But to do it all again, to do it all again i would
So I'm sorry

Snow Day

2004-12-07T23:19:26Z

Snow Day

As the first snow flake falls it always begins
With warm cups of hot chocolate and young children's grins
The snow dance starts and the ground is covered in white
Plump snowmen are built and snowballs packed tight
The fun continues from the first flake to the last
And when it's time to go in, it seems as though only
minutes have passed
So the skates are hung up and the sleds packed away
And young children sleep in the hopes of another snow day

A Thought

2004-11-26T06:29:10Z

A Thought

It is in the thoughts of men that men choose their fate
But it's in the hearts of men that we find them great

Untitled

2004-11-25T06:57:03Z

Untitled

I dreamt a dream, that was not content to be lost
I dreamt a dream,a dream, but dreamt at what cost
Day's brightest sun could not shine through my mind's darkest night
I dreamt a dream but of all else lost sight

Just Beyond Awake and Asleep

2004-11-22T11:00:02Z

Just Beyond Awake and Asleep

My dreams are insight to the path that lies ahead
So they are not really dreams but visions that lie in their
stead

The Road

2004-11-17T17:35:03Z

The Road

No one hears your cries
the only comfort you have is at night when you close your
eyes
And you walk a road alone, through the wind and through the
rain
You walk a road alone through your sadness and your pain
Your legs weakened and your body sore
The road continues on though you can take no more
You know where it started but you can't go back
And who knows if it ends the road just fades into black
So you walk a road alone through the wind and through the
rain
You walk this road alone through your sadness and your pain

Amen

2004-11-11T20:57:17Z

Amen

Our Father who art in heaven hollow be thy name
When your kingdom comes nothing will be the same
So let the entire world praise your holy name
Glory be to the Father and the son
We know not,so let your will be done
And save our souls from life's moral test
So when it's time, we may be at rest
And when we're wronged help us forgive
Because it's in your footsteps that we try to live
Blessed be your son Jesus, on the third day he rose again
He will come, but no one knows the day, the hour, or when
But for his pain and our life everlasting we say amen
And to the Holy Spirit which guides my way
For help in my life, to you do i pray
God from God, and light from light
Let it be the wicked that feel your might
Before I sleep these words i will recite
And please watch over us as we sleep at night
When you come again to judge the living and the dead
Let us have lived by all that you said
Because all will be just only then
So until that day we pray amen.

Sunrise and Sunset

2004-11-08T05:32:37Z

Sunrise and Sunset

Sunlight shines on broken dreams
It picks up pieces and mends torn seams
And when all appears lost or so it seems
Daylight gives way to tomorrow's dreams

In the Silence

2004-11-05T05:18:04Z

In the Silence

Hate fills the soul with such an uncontrolable toll
Life isn't the same, and we have only everyone to blame
There is no such thing as truth or trust
The only thing that drives people is wealth or lust
And the anger keeps growing and growing bottled deep inside
Until one day there's nothing left to hide
But vengeance isn't an option because just like you the
world's grown cold
No one knows what they know,they only know what they're told
Animosity begins to rise
To the point where you can see it in my eyes
Society knows no mercy for the pain in which they cause
People stomped down for their beliefs and their flaws
This is the world we've built, a gavel for social laws
This is how the hatred builds, after every beheadings'
applause
And hope dies
Because it can't swim above the lies
The whole world is divided through belief, thought and
violence
And when no one talks in all this silence
The hatred grows

Abandonment

2004-11-05T04:28:11Z

Abandonment

Full of abusers, users,theives,and liars
The only thing anyone has time for is their own desires
People you use to know, now you don't exist
But when they need someone your at the top of the list
They act like they're better than you
And they aren't the person that you once knew
They forget you knew them when they were unknown
And you helped them rise from nothing when they were all
alone
Now they have a few friends and all the sudden your the past
Remember who brought you to the top, you won't be the last
Others will come and go and soon you'll fall through
When people say you're name, the only thing that will follow
is"who?""
So enjoy it while you can,enjoy it through and through
But this time when you fall, i won't be there to catch you

Walking Side by Side

2004-11-02T05:13:38Z

Walking Side by Side

And when it's time to say good-bye
Let this be the last ink tear the pen would ever cry
It's no one's fault, no one knows the reasons why
But Listen for the answer even if you don't hear the reply
Because there is a place where all questions go
And every question is answered even if we don't know
Though the body stops the soul knows no end
And love is not lost, but can only transcend
One day will we hear, and know they've always been right by
Let that be the last ink tear the pen would ever cry

The Clock

2004-10-26T21:18:19Z

The Clock

Tick tock tick tock and it must be heard
Yet it hears nothing, not a single word
It never stops,but always presses on
It's never here, but is never gone
It governs our lives from birth until death
It has lived many ages, but not taken one breath
And when we are all gone, it will still be here
As it continues to tick, year after year
Tick tock tick tock and it must be heard
It doesn't hear our cries, not a single word

A World of the Word

2004-10-25T22:33:25Z

A World of the Word

A poet’s pen is not controlled by his hand, but his heart

Each feeling a word, a brush stroke of the art

Words are not words but himself transcribed into text

Each of the lines is only surpassed by the next

When he walks, he walks a world of his mind

Passing through landscape and scenery a birth of his rhyme

Whenever his body is still, his mind is running away

Only caught when he’s finished or his pen gone astray

A poet’s life is not life, but a drive for his work’s better

His real life is lived through each stanza, each line and each letter

And when the poet sleeps he dreams of the day that lies next

For another chance to walk in his world, the one formed by his text.

The Path

2004-10-21T23:16:17Z

The Path

The coin flipped and a man told to choose heads or tails
He couldn't ever choose, because what if he fails
The man answered the edge is what i will take
It has seen both sides and knows what's at stake
That's not an option you must choose one or the other
Those are the two options, you don't have another
The man asked why must i always choose a side?
Who is to say that which i must decide
Because this is the way it has always been
You take one side and you either lose or you win
Why can't i take the edge because it has never been done?
Why must it always be another's path that we run?
The edge is my choice i win either way
Because i walk my own path, from each day to each day

The Last of the Greats

2004-10-21T01:17:21Z

The Last of the Greats

The fire fighter that runs in without thought
The cop that doesn't sleep until the last crime is fought
The doctors and surgeons on twenty four hour call
Our friends and families that have been through it all
The writers of sonnets and the composers of songs
For the doers of don'ts and the righters of wrongs
To all the hard workers and all the achievers
For the faithful who are hurt but who still are believers
And to the poor that always give their last penny
For the kind hearted people because there aren't many
You are the originals, the one of a kinds
The thinkers of thoughts, tomorrow's great minds
You are unique, special and your story will always be known
Remembered long past your life, and long past my own
You are the last of the greats, the ones we will always recall
The legends, the heroes, the ones that will remain long after us all

Fate's Eternal Game

2004-10-17T20:58:28Z

Fate's Eternal Game

Lives lie inbalanced, searching for more
But fate stands pleased, content to ignore
In the end we are left with nothing inside
But what life has revealed, and fate chooses to hide
Knowledge beyond the present, is life's only hold
To know what we know now, when young and not old
So we shall forever be trapped in fate's hands
In search of its knowledge but unaware of its plans